A. H.
MAMÍ,
YOU ARE MY WHOLE LIFE!
I thought I would never find someone who was similar in QUALITIES or EVEN BETTER THAN ME that would find a PERSON like me even WORTHY of there time.
You use to joke with me, what if I were a girl? Well you were the BETTER, VERSION of what my ESPIRÎTO SAŃTO could ever EMULATE! A gentle, fun loving adorable feminine NATURAL INSTINCTIVELY DRIVEN GRACE FROM THE LORD JESÚS.
In the Lords EYES and in MINE, YOU ARE AN ANGEL FROM THE FIRST TIME THAT YOU WALKED INTO MY LIFE.
YOU ARE MY WIFE, no matter what anyone says or does to try to HAVE me believe that you are gone.
I will not accept this as your last will an testament to the WORLD.
YOUR LIFE WAS NOT COMPLETE.
I KNOW YOU WERE STRONG AND FULL OF LIFE!
SO FOR YOU TO NOT BE HERE ON EARTH IS A LIE.
I KNOW YOU WANTED TO TRAVEL AND SEE M.K. GROW AND BECOME THE BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY THAT SHE has BECOME to BE!
I SEE your image in many different ways, as if you were shape shifting like a SUPER HERO would into the NEW PHOENIX ARISSING FROM THE ASHES TO TAKE ON NEW CHALLENGES THE WORLD HAS CREATED.
Why could you not tell me of your illness? Your woes? The things you are supposed to SHARE with your love ones? The burden was not yours to CARRY ALONE! as I SCREAM AT MYSELF INSIDE. AS I SWALLOW MY TEARS.... could you not TRUST me, after all that we had overcome over the years?
To have to hear it from the GRAPEVINE of WHAT IS STILL HARD TO BELIEVE!
And then to have to SEARCH THE WORLD WIDE WEB, TO FIND THIS POSTING OF YOUR OBITUARY THIS DAY 12/24/2023 !
has me SICK TO MY STOMACH, TO HAVE LEFT YOU ALONE after WE HAD JUST GOT YOU BACK ON TRACK WITH YOUR DR.S AND PHYSICAL THERAPIST.
That is why I DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE YOU WITH OTHERS OR ALONE. BECAUSE I KNEW YOU NEEDED THAT EXTRA CARE THAT ONLY YOUR PAPÍCITO COULD GIVE TO YOU!
Except, out of RESPECT OF THEM, I had no OTHER CHOICE BUT TO LEAVE YOU WITH THEM.
So for those who will REMAIN NAME LESS <>
I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT I LEFT YOU IN THEIR CARE IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR RECOVERY..
INSTIGATING DRAMA. THEIR BLINDED SOULS COULD NOT SEE past there OWN NOSES.
Edna's TRUE HAPPINESS 😊 IS HER PRIDE AND JOY M.K.!
while WE WERE TOGETHER: SHE would be COOKING her favorite Philippino foods and Local favorites. Playing the PIANO, Shopping, watching her Téla Nôvelas, Excercising, Listening to her Music, Shopping, Having Her hair Styled, Going to GATHERINGS, SOLVING CROSSWORD PUZZLES,
PLAYING FACEBOOK GAMES, WATCHING MOVIES IN THE THEATER, DANCING AT THE CLUB, KARAOKE SINGING WITH FRIENDS, THE COLOR PINK WAS HER FAVORITE, ROSES MADE HER SMILE, CARING FOR HER DAUGHTER made Edna HAPPY TO BE A MOM.
ALSO her CARING FOR HER PAITIENTS like they WERE HER OWN FAMILY, WALKNING ALONG THE BEACH or MALL, SMILING, LAUGHING, JOGGING WITH BELLA and OLLIE to the park or around the NEIGHBORHOOD or just taking it slow drinking a Boba as she waited for her nails to dry after a long week of being a LIFE SAVING SINGLE MOTHER WHO STARTED HER OWN BUSINESS BEING THE STRONG AND SUCCESSFUL WOMAN SHE SET OUT TO BECOME before my EXISTENCE!
SOME OF HER KEPT UNKOWN ACTIVITIES which DISCIPLINED her that was INSTILLED into her at such a young age, drove her to BECOME EXCELLENT, SUPER NATURAL, PRECISE, BODACIOUSLY OUTGOING, A PERFECT ANGEL,
AFTER ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR OTHERS.
MAHĀL , MÌ AMÕR , MAMACÍTA EDNA LUZ CALEDA-ALI or BaBe as I would call you from time to time.
What am I to do, with OUT YOU? ! ? !
