Laura
There is no greater pain than that of a parent losing a child, I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot begin to understand what you are going through, but wanted to offer comfort and hope. Revelation 21:4 states that death will be no more, and Acts 24:15 holds out the hope of the resurrection. We can have full confidence that we will see these things, because as Titus 1:2 states "God cannot lie". In the meantime, as you grieve, may Jehovah, the Father of tender mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulation (2 Corinthians 1:3,4), comfort you in your time of need.