Laura
Sincere condolences for your loss. We can find refuge and comfort by turning to Jehovah in prayer and supplication, and the Father of tender mercies and God of all comfort will comfort us in all our tribulation (2 Corinthians 1:3,4). Revelation 21:3,4 assures us that soon death, mourning, outcry and pain will be no more, and John 5:28,29 holds out the hope of the resurrection of those who have fallen asleep in death. May this bring you a measure of comfort.